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Ghosts & Graven Images

by Lilly E. Gray

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1.
You promised that we would never part Then you ran roughshod over my heart How could you take it all away? In the span of just one day What am I supposed to use to fill this hole We were perfect and everything was right My hope died with you Then you slipped away into the night My faith died with you You left me alone I wish I'd died with you Now I have nothing left of you Except cold chisled stone And pictures from a better time Graven Images If you hadn't gone out that night Everything would have turned out bright I was waiting and pacing for you to arrive But, you never made it back alive We were perfect and everything was right My hope died with you Then you slipped away into the night My faith died with you You left me alone I wish I'd died with you Now I have nothing left of you Except cold chisled stone And pictures from a better time Graven Images We were happy and everything should have been alright My hope died with you Just living through this is an uphill fight My faith died with you You left me alone I wish I'd died with you I can't bare to see you Underneath the stone So I burn I wish I'd died with you And I burn I wish I'd died with you And I burn These Graven Images
2.
brOKen 07:52
I can see in the mirror. Where it was that I went wrong. But, every step forward leaves me two steps behind. I'm not sure of much. But I know I'm not so strong. If I look inside myself, I'm afraid of what I may find. So, tell me what the hell I'm supposed to say. I'm Okay. Don't try to fix me Don't try to pick up the pieces Just leave them lying on the ground I'm Okay Broken Don't ty to put me back together Don't try to pick up the pieces Just leave them lying on the ground I'm Okay Broken I'm broken, I'm broken Don't try to pick up the pieces I'm broken, I'm broken Don't try to fix me I'm broken, I'm broken Don't try to pick up the pieces Just leave them lying on the ground. I'm okay broken. I can try to fill my life. And put on a happy face. And self medicate until I'm numb. It's not about what I've got. It's more about what I'm not. And like a puzzle with missing parts, The picture's not complete. And, I'm not satisfied. But, I'm okay. I always try to do my best But in the end, I make a mess
3.
Last Night 05:24
She was a little mad, But aren't we all? She said she wanted to jump but, I wanted to fall. The flesh is willing but, not the spirit at all. Then she gave me bump and told me to crawl. Got on my hands a knees and said a little prayer. She howled at the moon with a handful of hair. With blood in her eyes she cried are you there? She lifted her head, smiled and said This could be the last night of our lives And as I watched how she danced, I felt alive. My drink almost gone, I checked the time. She said, I don't want to go home, Can I come with you? The night is still young. There's plenty to do. So we got in a cab, And hit the town. At memory Grove she started to frown. I held out my hand. Penny for your thoughts. With a tear in her eye she said What if it's th e last night of our lives? I woke to the rain and she laid there. Just a song in her head and perfume on the air. She caressed my cheek and started to stare. She said she'd nowhere to go and she doesn't care. I asked for her name and she just winked. And I knew she'd vanish even if I'd blink. But she said you and me. What do you think? We can make every night. The last night of our lives.
4.
Here we are lying in blood stained sheets My heart may explode from the way that it beats I can't remember how we even got here covered in satin and black lipstick smears She looked me in the eye and said there's nothing to fear. The sound of blood rushing is filling my ears She kicked her head back with a sinister grin And fought back a laugh as she sank her teeth in Try not to fall asleep keep your eyes open You'll only wake up in a beautiful nightmare I just can't get away Can't stay away I fell in love with a beautiful nightmare She sought to control and I thought it was bliss An infinite beauty with a serpent's kiss I woke with her fingers wrapped in my hair The sent of blood and perfume in the air She looked me in the eye and whispered so sweet "Hope is just a stop on the road to defeat" I think I understand and I'm dying for you Won't you die a little for me too? Walking arm in arm and dressed to kill It's too late to deny, the blood has spilled She asked me "how'd you like a little fun?" Horror and extasy all rolled into one. What could I do but aquiese to her whim? I'm in the deep end now. And it's sink or swim I could try to get away. or try to quit. Ah, fuck it. I'm a monster. I admit it. Try not to fall asleep keep your eyes open You'll only wake up in a beautiful nightmare I just can't get away Can't stay away I fell in love with a beautiful nightmare
5.
Crawl out of my grave Yes, I have risen May the living be my slave 'Cos I have Risen You can't believe your eyes But I have risen There's no heaven in the skies so I'm back from the Dead Yet still alive Yes, I have risen Looking for my bride 'Cos I have risen Look into my eyes I have risen There's no heaven in the skies so I'm back from the Dead man walking Dead ringer for the boy you used to know Dead man stalking At night be careful where you go One little sound And I see how high you jump Don't be afraid I'm just the things that go bump Rise, rise, rise you know what you have to do Rise, rise, rise Hello black skies Rise, rise, rise As the night crawls in, I'm coming fo you Crawl out of my grave Yes, I have risen May the living be my slave 'Cos I have Risen You can't believe your eyes But I have risen There's no heaven in the skies so I'm back from the Dead Yet still alive Yes, I have risen Looking for my bride 'Cos I have risen Look into my eyes I have risen There's no heaven in the skies so I'm back from the I'll make you one of my kind Sink my teeth and now you're mine
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Instrumental
7.
Haunted 07:54
Such beautiful terror Horror never felt so good With every creak and crack I am looking over my shoulder Psychological torture With a forbidden taste with every new surrender Death with come with haste We kiss with silent longing in a damned Embrace We share our sighs in compliance We tempt the hand of fate And if the sun never shines again Because we are together I'll live in pleasure and darkness And die for your touch Let's savour every moment As we yield to desire 'Cos all I want is you And all you want is me Haunted Haunted by you Haunted Haunted by you And my sins aren't forgiven with sweat and saliva We intertwine ourselves Just wanting to feel a little death We intertwine ourselves Bewteen the light and the dark. Between the living and the dead And if the sun never shines again Because we are together I'll live in pleasure and darkness And die for your touch Let's savour every moment As we yield to desire 'Cos all I want is you And all you want is me
8.
Sometimes I cant Escape All these Ghosts that haunt me Circustance Determining fate And all the pain that haunts me You, with your precious eyes And skin so white Now the end is here We fade into the night There is nothing left of me here Nothing left but tears I don't know why I did it And I'll never understand The candles no longer lit Now I have blood on my hands You with your precious eyes And pale skin so white I know this is the end We fade into the night There is nothing left of me here Nothing left but tears
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Instrumental
10.
I'd die for your smile. One more time Shining like a diamonds in the sky This can't be real. Because I still feel Dance in the sky my dear Hush now, There's nothing left to fear Light up the night my dear If I close my eyes, You are still right here. Goodbye Ballerina Goodbye I always knew that heaven was missing an angel But I never thought they'd get you back Crying aloud. There are no more demons to quell So dance, my angel. And shine. Your light cuts through the black Dance in the sky my dear Hush now, There's nothing left to fear Light up the night my dear If I close my eyes, You are still right here. Goodbye Ballerina Goodbye
11.
To stand alone Your Ghost can't hide the pain inside The words you say They fall on ignorance Amongst the Spirits of the dead It's you and me Tonight - Haunt me so I don't feel alone Tonight - Scare me. Scare me Scare me to death... It's un-natural to feel like this I remember when nights weren't so cold When I had the means to carry on I think its time to realise My soul is yours and always has been Tonight...
12.
Spilling all your secrets. That you tried so hard to keep from me. Open up your heart. And tell me that we were never meant to be. Give up all your lies. And tell me how you really feel. Lighting all the candles. The light shines on all the truth you tried to kill. Words are like daggers. That deepen the cuts. You're armed to the teeth and I never knew. You turned me to dust. And the wind blew me away. Even though I told you I was here to stay. Baby don't you know. You told me all your secrets. Now I can see in the dark. Because you talk in your sleep. You beg and you plead. "Please honey, Don't let me go!" There are no ears quite so deaf as mine. Fool me once. Fool me twice. Fooled me too many times. I can hear our song in my head. As I watch you Walk, Walk, Walk, Walk away. For just a moment I imagine asking you to stay. "We're just Dumb enough for it to work." Instead I turn on heel. And smoke another cigarette. And just keep walking in the rain.
13.
Where has all of the time gone? The years pass like seconds Dripping off the clock I try to take a breath and slow things down Staring death in the eye again No explanations No mistaking The reaper has crossed me off the list I try to find the right words These could be my last words It's so different now It's all different now So say goodbye - Goodbye for the last time It's not a story. A tale that you've read Say goodbye - Goodbye for the last time We're going down down down A place among the dead With all things said and done Is it better to reign in hell After it all what have we become Demons to some Angels to others Will you waste the chance That you've been given Or will you wear your wounds with pride Try to find the right words These could be your last words It's so different now It's all different now So say goodbye - Goodbye for the last time It's not a story. A tale that you've read Say goodbye - Goodbye for the last time We're going down down down A place among the dead
14.
Once bitten I cannot reconcile myself It's written Written in the blood of those who came before You've damned us all And cursed all of those who followed your call By the bones of God. I'll rid myself of this wretched misery Let the light crawl in Feel the warmth of the sun on my face Let the light crawl in Let the wind erase every trace I'm going down and you're coming with me Going up in flames In the light of the morning Dust is all that we will be We'll have our day in the sun Once haunted Now cast aside from her I've shuffled off this mortal coil But not yet free A form of flesh still driven by the night No longer. I'll join my spectral love So dance with me One last dance before we burn So dance with me Once more. Once more until we burn I'm going down and you're coming with me Going up in flames In the light of the morning Dust is all that we will be We'll have our day in the sun
15.
Instrumental
16.
She was a little mad, But arent we all? She said she wanted to jump but, I wanted to fall. The flesh is willing but, not the spirit at all. Then she gave me bump and told me to crawl. Got on my hands a knees and said a little prayer. She howled at the moon with a handfull of hair. With blood in her eyes she cried are you there? She lifted her head, smiled and said This could be the last night of our lives And as I wached how she danced, I felt alive. My drink almost gone, I checked the time. She said, I don't want to go home, Can I come with you? The night is still young. There's plenty to do. So we got in a cab, And hit the town. At memory Grove she started to frown. I held out my hand. Penny for your thoughts. With a tear in her eye she said What if it's the last night of our lives? I woke to the rain and she wasn't there Just a song in my head and perfume on the air. Was it all just a dream? Am I going mad? I could swear by the moon, I'd given all I had I turned on the news and there was her face 10 Years ago. Vanished without a trace If I see her again, I'll never let go And we'll make everynight. The last night of our lives.
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You promised that we would never part Then you ran roughshod over my heart How could you take it all away? In the span of just one day What am I supposed to use to fill this hole We were perfect and everything was right My hope died with you Then you slipped away into the night My faith died with you You left me alone I wish I'd died with you Now I have nothing left of you Except cold chisled stone And pictures from a better time Graven Images If you hadn't gone out that night Everything would have turned out bright I was waiting and pacing for you to arrive But, you never made it back alive We were perfect and everything was right My hope died with you Then you slipped away into the night My faith died with you You left me alone I wish I'd died with you Now I have nothing left of you Except cold chisled stone And pictures from a better time Graven Images We were happy and everything should have been alright My hope died with you Just living through this is an uphill fight My faith died with you You left me alone I wish I'd died with you I can't bare to see you Underneath the stone So I burn I wish I'd died with you And I burn I wish I'd died with you And I burn These Graven Images

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Ghosts and Graven Images is a concept album about a man losing the love of his life. Utterly destroyed, we wanders the streets in search of death. He finds it in the arms of a Vampire. He then must face the fact that he must live forever haunted by his dead lover's spirit while the Vampire that created him tortures them both.

Ghosts and Graven Images is dedicated to the memory of Jenifer Thompson Simondi. Rest Well, Ballerina

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released March 21, 2021

Written and Produced by Lilly E. Gray
Performed by Lilly E. Gray
"Nothing Left But Tears" Written by Lilly E. Gray and Morgan 'Mr. Morgue' Nash
Guest Vocals on "Graven Images" by Nyx Linnae of Cemetery Siren

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Lilly E. Gray Salt Lake City, Utah

Lilly E. Gray is a Gothic/Industrial project from Salt Lake City, Utah.

Formed in frustration.

Lilly E. Gray is the solo project by former member of Salt Lake bands: Tragic Black, Redemption, Domiana and Zombiance.

Influences include:

Sköld, Stabbing Westward, Rosetta Stone, The Sisters of Mercy, The Mission, Nosferatu, The Crüxshadows
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